Chapter 49: "I'm here with you, let's take it slow and good."
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Those who know Ting Meng think Ting Meng has changed a lot, but Sui Yan is no different. With his cold appearance, they all think he will die alone, otherwise who would let his obviously faulty birth mother organize his marriage?
"My brother," Han Zhen said almost subconsciously.
And this question is perhaps only he can answer, he knows Sui Yan, contact Ting Meng also more than Ming Zhong them, his eyes fell on Ting Meng, eyes crossed a little smile.
"Sister-in-law is simple in nature, if he is really broken heart, go away is, will not entangle|stalk."
Ting Meng's world is too simple, the middle transition zone is very little, love or not love, like or dislike, very simple and very clear division, may be painful to die, but will not be entangled | entangled.
The more he understood such Ting Meng, the more he felt he was suitable for Sui Yan. You know what Sui Yan hates most is the complexity, the complexity of human nature, sometimes he would hate himself.
"My brother is not like this, you see he is still calm and restrained to death ...... sister-in-law if she dares to move to escape, he definitely ......"
"What?" Ming Zhong said. Ming Zhong listened to Han Zhen sideways, and the more he listened, the more it made sense, but Han Zhen's voice suddenly disappeared.
"It's impossible for him to let people go ...... As for, how far he will go, no one can predict." Sui Yan's fiery nature is hidden deep, but when it really kicks in, it's scary.
Han Zhen looked at Ming Zhong's stunned appearance, and he raised his hand to pat his shoulder.
"Don't worry, my sister-in-law is a little special, defends my brother more than anyone else, it's a little hard to divorce them."
He only said some facts that are known to everyone, and Ting Meng was classified as the one who loves to say bad things about Sui Yan. What makes Ting Meng sad is not the disagreement of others, but his own certainty that Sui Yan may not really love him anymore, and that's when he wants to leave.
But Han Zhen finds it even harder to get Sui Yan to change her mind and fall for someone else.
"Mr. Yan, my old man asks you to go to the study."
While Sui Yan and Ting Meng were talking, the Gu family's butler came over to invite him.
Sui Yan nods to him, then looks to Ting Meng, as if hesitating to bring him along.
The Yan family and the Gu family have business dealings, the Gu family head came to invite, in the past it was always the two of them talking, bringing Ting Meng is a bit abrupt, but it's not impossible, it's just that the things they talk about are boring, he is also afraid that Ting Meng is bored.
"It's okay, I'm here for you." Ting Meng first Sui Yan opened his mouth, he smiled at him, and then squeezed his thumb again.
Sui Yan held Ting Meng's hand tightly, thinking briefly before nodding, he looked to the Gu family's butler, "Wait a moment."
The words fell, he led Ting Meng to Han Zhen Ming Zhong side, admonishing several words, before he followed the Gu family butler away.
Ting Meng didn't feel he needed someone to watch him, but Sui Yan didn't feel at ease with his feelings, and he understood, so he didn't refuse.
"What does little sister-in-law want to eat, I'll go get it for you." Han Zhen and Ming Zhong took Ting Meng to sit on the sofa in the corner of the living room and then gave him the word. The two of them had been given a heavy responsibility by Sui Yan, so naturally they could not neglect his beloved baby.
Ting Meng hesitated and shook her head, "I've already eaten a lot just now, and Wang Ma also prepared a delicious snack for Sui Yan and I. I'm too full to eat now, so I won't be able to go back."
In fact, it's not that he can't eat, but Sui Yan will worry about his food accumulation and won't let him eat too much.
Han Zhen and Ming Zhong couldn't help but laugh at the all-too-complicated reason.
"Okay, then we'll stay here with you and wait for my brother," Han Zhen said and raised his hand to the passing wine server, "two glasses of wine and bring a glass of juice over."
Before Sui Yan left, she specifically told Ting Meng not to drink, so Han Zhen and Ming Zhong naturally didn't dare to forget.
It didn't take long for the drink to be served, and Ting Meng picked up the juice and took a sip before he put it down with a frown.
Han Zhen as a doctor is the most attentive, Ting Meng obviously not do not want to drink, just put down, but noticed something, just did not enter.
"What?"
"In addition to the juice, there is the taste of pills ......"
He disliked the unbearable smell the most and he stood up and headed straight for the bathroom he had been to once before.
Ming Zhong and Han Zhen also stood up to follow, not two steps, Han Zhen feet a beat, look to Ming Zhong, "you go."
Ming Zhong went to see Ting Meng, he got up to bring the glass of juice, a little thought, he went to Lang Gu with a dark and sullen face, if someone wanted to harm Ting Meng, this glass of juice is the evidence.
Ting Meng endured to the bathroom is already the limit, he plopped down on the toilet, turned over and threw up.
Dinner eaten at home, the party just ate, all vomited, vomited to the end did not have to vomit, but also dry heaving over there, face quickly white, half a day were not able to come out of it.
Ming Zhong came over and couldn't help much, so he could only worry about it, "Is it better?"
"It's too much, how dare you drug you under our noses again!" Or this kind of medicine that induces vomiting and makes people feel uncomfortable like this.
The more Ming Zhong thinks about it, the scarier he feels, "Is it poison? I'll call for emergency services right away."
Ting Meng didn't even listen to what Ming Zhong said, he restrained the stiffness of his limbs and stood up, he turned on the tap, rinsed his mouth and washed his face.
Lang Gu and Han Zhen rushed in and asked almost simultaneously, "How is it?"
He felt that Ting Meng's state was quite wrong, and this sudden silence was even more frightening than the black-faced Sui Yan's. "It should be clean," Ming Zhong said to Han Zhen and Lang Gu, his anxious expression unchanged.
Ming Zhong slapped his big|leg and looked at Han Zhen , "What's wrong with the juice?"
"Han Zhen is a vet and knows some pharmacological knowledge, but to know what kind of medicine it is by smelling and tasting it is too counter-intuitive, and he doesn't have such a talent.
"Barbiturates," Ting Meng suddenly said, directly saying the scientific name of the stuff in the juice.
"What's that?" Ming Zhong and Lang Gu had no idea what Ting Meng was talking about, but Han Zhen certainly did.
"The main ingredient of tranquilizers ......" Han Zhen said, trying to go forward to take Ting Meng's arm, but was avoided, he also did not dare to force, the tone of voice more moderate, "sister-in-law first go with us to The first thing you need to do is to go with us to see the doctor, Lang Gu has already sent someone to call my brother."
"Can you find out who it is?" Ting Meng raised his eyes to look at Han Zhen, his face was unusually pale, and it also appeared that the pupils were particularly dark.
"It's being checked out, it will take some time."
Lang Gu also put the words on the table, a few of them are confused, sedatives are used to treat mental illness, what does it mean to give Ting Meng to drink. But no matter what it means, the person who gave the drug has violated their taboo and touched Sui Yan's scales.
Ting Meng followed them with his head down, his hand lifted to press his abdomen, and his brow furrowed a little deeper, the nausea still overturned, but at the same time he was clear that he had nothing to throw up.
Walking from the bathroom to the restroom, Ting Meng's face looked a little worse.
Lang Gu Han Zhen They all feel heartbroken when they look at it, and I don't know what kind of heartache Sui Yan will give when she comes back later.
"I don't need to see a doctor, I'll just rest for a while."
Ting Meng now rejects even Han Zhen's touch on his arm, not to mention being examined by a Western doctor. Ting Meng's voice is not very loud, but they can hear the rejection, they are not Sui Yan, and they can't force him even if they want to.
Han Zhen and Lang Gu were still hesitant, and the doctor was also hesitant to go forward, when the door of the lounge opened.
"What ......" Qi Meng's gaze swept around, seemingly surprised that there were so many people here, his eyes fell on Ting Meng, "Xiao Qi... ...what's wrong with you?"
Ting Meng knew the visitor was not Sui Yan, and his eyes lowered again, falling on his slightly trembling|shaking hands, the darkness in his eyes expanding.
"How did you get here?" Han Zhen asked Qi Meng. Han Zhen asked Qi Meng, the corner where they were sitting was quite remote, he didn't alert anyone to find Lang Gu, Qi Meng and his friends were drinking in the courtyard, and they only asked someone to inform Sui Yan how he could come here.
Ming Zhong and Lang Gu also both stood up, the three people's gaze and Han Zhen's slightly questioning tone, Qi Meng's feet beat, frown deepened, "Gu family maids came over to tell me that Xiao Qi wants me to discuss something, let me come to the lounge."
Han Zhen looked at Qi Meng, and his face became even more ugly in vain.
What sedative ...... that is to let Ting Meng sleep, and then Qi Meng led to ...... brother incest|such a hat Xu buckled down, this behind the calculating people's minds can be really disgusting, really evil!
Han Zhen figured it out, and so did Ming Zhong and Lang Gu, but before they could say or do anything, Sui Yan finally arrived outside the door that was already open.
He came with big steps, his eyes fell on Ting Meng, his expression was instantly cold, Qi Meng subconsciously side step a few steps, Han Zhen a few people also consciously in front of Ting Meng back away, let Sui Yan approach.
Ting Meng heard footsteps and slowly raised his eyes to look at the person, he called out, " Sui Yan ......"
Plain tone, plain eyes, but it's no use, he pretended to be good again, he blushed and exposed everything, he was uncomfortable, very, very uncomfortable.
Sui Yan sat down and took Ting Meng directly into his arms, hugging him very hard, without giving Ting Meng the possibility of hesitation or rejection.
Ting Meng's body stiffened slightly, then raised his hand and wrapped it around Sui Yan's waist, then buried his head in the side of his neck.
His body is still very stiff, with an unspeakable stiffness from his limbs to his abdomen, and the feeling of not being able to breathe is still there, but it's a little better around Sui Yan.
"What's going on?"
Sui Yan's voice is not low, but the seriousness of it penetrates the heart.
Han Zhen stood out and looked more guilty, "Ming Zhong and I accompanied my sister-in-law and asked for a glass of juice for her, she took a sip and found out that it was drugged ......"
"What kind of medicine?" Sui Yan's brow furrowed, then interrupted Han Zhen's words.
"Barbiturates, tranquilizers."
Sui Yan embraced Ting Meng's hand, directly into a fist, then he smiled instead of anger, but that smile was cold and cruel, Lang Gu and Ming Zhong both shivered, they knew Sui Yan was touched by the scales of adversity.
"And alarmed the others?" He suddenly spoke up and asked.
Qi Meng looked puzzled, he knew Sui Yan was asking him, he thought it over carefully, then shook his head, "I came straight here, I don't think so."
"Good, since people have rehearsed the play, not acting to the end, would not be a waste of his efforts!"
Han Zhen looked at each other and understood Sui Yan's meaning. He wanted to follow the vine and find out who designed Ting Meng.
Qi Meng looked at Ting Meng, who continued without a word in Sui Yan's arms, and then he nodded his head, indicating his willingness to cooperate.
"Little sister-in-law he ......"
It's really important to find out who's behind this, but right now Ting Meng's situation is even worse.
Sui Yan tilted her head and kissed Ting Meng's forehead, "He will be fine."
Ting Meng's situation was more clear than his, he patted Ting Meng's back, "You'll be fine."
Ting Meng did not respond but the hand holding Sui Yan's waist side clothes tightened a bit.
After a brief discussion, Lang Gu Ming Zhong left first, Han Zhen and Qi Meng left later, leaving Sui Yan and Ting Meng in the room.
When the crowd left, the heartache in Sui Yan's eyes was no longer hidden. He kissed Ting Meng on the lips and then spoke in a very low voice, as if he was afraid to scare the person in his arms.
"Good boy, not afraid, I am Sui Yan , open your eyes and look at me ......"
Ting Meng's eyelashes trembled lightly, and finally opened slowly, the bottom of the eyes were dark, so empty that it was alarming, and for a long time his eyes had focus, " Sui Yan ......"
Sui Yan continued to rub the back of Ting Meng's neck and kissed him gently on the lips, "Yes, I am Sui Yan."
"You are Sui Yan ," Ting Meng whispered repeating Sui Yan's words, he blinked as if breaking out of a nightmare briefly, " Sui Yan , you are Sui Yan ."
"Good girl, I'm coming, it's okay, it's okay ......"
Sui Yan said and continued to kiss people, Ting Meng's face is not good and the temperature is frighteningly low, he can only use this way Ting Meng likes, to make him feel warmer.
Ting Meng's demeanor seems to have changed little, but those eyes look over and can make people feel sad and desperate.
"So, I'm not good enough ......"
If other people were to hear Ting Meng say this at first, they might not understand what he was talking about, but Sui Yan could, he knew his past completely, all the dark past, so he could understand.
"It's okay, it's okay, Ting Meng, I said it's okay."
Ting Meng had a drug addiction that she was able to kick, but was sent to a special closed high school that treated the disturbed students, including Ting Meng, the same way they would treat a psychopath.
Ting Meng, who could not take medication or injections, was force-fed Valium and forced to take injections in a closed high school just because he resisted taking medication and the injections themselves. Those three years ...... were so tragic and horrible that Sui Yan chose to follow Ting Meng's way and not bring it up or face it after she found out.
But today, when both he and Ting Meng were unprepared, they were suddenly uncovered. Ting Meng was plunged back into the shadow of eternity, and he was so distraught that he wanted to kill someone to vent his anger.
"I'll stay with you, we'll take our time and get better."
Sui Yan said, lifting Ting Meng's jaw, and kissed him again, but the force was still very light, afraid of hurting people, afraid of Ting Meng hard.
Ting Meng did not speak again, he did not respond to Sui Yan's kiss, nor did he resist his kiss, but the gloom in his eyes seemed to have lifted a bit.
There was some noise outside the door. Sui Yan let Ting Meng lean against him, and then he took off his suit and covered Ting Meng up.
He had only done this when the door lock turned and a dozen people crowded in.
The first few saw Sui Yan and stopped in their tracks, unable to make any sound in their throats for a while, but the ones behind them who didn't see clearly the situation inside the house were still making a lot of noise.
" Qi Meng ...... you are also too unkind to come here to enjoy yourself ...... "
"Yes, yes, I want to see which beauty you are being ...... Yan ...... Yan family head."
"Sorry, we got the wrong room ......"
The first to come in and the first to react Gu Nga hurriedly said, he and Qi Meng relationship is good, but also before and Qi Meng together with one of the people drinking.
"Sorry ......" A series of sorrys and apologies, the scene was awkward.
Sui Yan didn't say anything in response to any human words, he patted Ting Meng's back and then picked her up.
It was only when he was almost close to them that he said, "Get out of the way and stay away."
Everyone did so subconsciously, Sui Yan carried Ting Meng out of the lounge, Lang Gu and Ming Zhong also rushed over, they nodded to Sui Yan, the suspect has basically been identified, but there are more details to follow.
"Give me the results tomorrow."
"Okay," Lang Gu nodded repeatedly, Ting Meng was in his Gu family incident, Sui Yan not to anger to the Gu family, is already on their childhood friendship, not to mention this, someone dare to do something at his birthday party, how can he easily let go.
Sui Yan finished talking to Lang Gu and proceeded to walk down the hall with Ting Meng in his arms as he inclined his head slightly, "Let's go home."
"Okay," Ting Meng agreed, his nose smelling of Sui Yan's body and his hand wrapping around her a little tighter, he felt much better than before as he shrank into the small world Sui Yan had given him.
Sui Yan didn't care about anyone's gaze, he carried Ting Meng straight through the banquet hall, the courtyard where people came and went, and out of the Gu mansion.
Sui Yan took Ting Meng to the car and went all the way to Yan's house. The journey was silent, but Sui Yan always held Ting Meng tightly and did not give him a chance to push him away, and when he got off the car, he picked Ting Meng up directly.
Xiao Bo and Wang Ma were a little surprised, but Sui Yan and Ting Meng were not uncommon in the house, so they were surprised and did what they had to do.
"Don't try to push me away, I won't leave you alone."
Sui Yan put Ting Meng back on the bed and said this.
From the time he hugged Ting Meng in the lounge, he knew why his body was stiff. He rejected anyone's contact, including him, but Ting Meng didn't want to reject him and was afraid of hurting him, that's why he was so stiff.
The information that came back from the investigation said that once Ting Meng was given a tranquilizer, he had a period of hyperactivity that lasted three or four hours, had a very pronounced tendency to violence, and he rejected anyone who came near him.
But as long as he is kept in the dark room, he can't hurt anyone, and he will be back to normal in a day and a half.
"I don't want to." Ting Meng opened his mouth, his body's instinctive reaction was to reject everyone, but he didn't want to push Sui Yan away, he recognized Sui Yan, he didn't want to push him away.
"Okay, I was wrong," Sui Yan said, and then lowered his head and kissed Ting Meng's lips, the cold solemnity on his face finally dispersed a little, and with a slight pause, he began to undress Ting Meng.
Ting Meng body stiffened too much, the kind of instinctive rejection, but also very obvious, obviously they have done the most intimate things, but at this time he touched his body, any place, will provoke a piece of small bumps.
Ting Meng's hand unconsciously clenched into a fist, he was forcing himself to accept Sui Yan, forcing himself not to hurt Sui Yan.
Sui Yan took off Ting Meng's suit jacket and untied his shirt inside, then covered his head with his pajamas, but when the clothes covered Ting Meng's sight, he suddenly moved, and although he didn't hurt anyone, he backed up violently, and if Sui Yan wasn't quick to catch his legs, he would have been tipped over the other side of the bed.
Sui Yan pressed Ting Meng's legs, which were subconsciously about to resist, and then helped him to pull down his clothes, Ting Meng saw Sui Yan, and then did not move again.
Sui Yan looked at Ting Meng steadily for a couple of seconds before continuing with the task at hand, pulling his pants off and then changing into pajama pants.
And then he did the same for himself, as he changed and sat on the |bed, and then circled Ting Meng into his arms.
His hand patted Ting Meng on the back, one after another.
Ting Meng's eyes were still wide open, usually at this time, he should have been squinting and sleepy, but at this time he could not find any sleepiness, he felt very cold, even though Sui Yan was holding him, he still felt very cold.
He slowly curled up his body, and Sui Yan patted him with a slight pause, then continued to hold him.
"Don't be afraid, you won't hurt me, let me stay with you."
Sui Yan said, the heartache in his eyes was suddenly a little hard to control, he rubbed Ting Meng's hair, "I'm here, I'm with you."
Meng Ting slowly looked up at people, the pair of dark brown eyes, there is an unspeakable hollow, but than once, that also has more in it from time to time flashes of trance, not strong, but always different.
Sui Yan's heart ached so much that he moved forward to kiss Ting Meng's eyes.
"Who am I?"
Ting Meng looked at Sui Yan , then slowly spoke back, " Sui Yan ......"
He saw Sui Yan's too thin clothes, he saw him open his fragile neck to him, he held him in his arms, exposing to him the softest|softest most vulnerable part of him.
So, how can he say he won't be hurt by him, what if, what if he hurts him.
Ting Meng still did not react to his words, Sui Yan wanted to be anxious, but did not know what to be anxious, his eyes fell on Ting Meng some dry lips, and then swept around, saw the water bottle on the table in front of the sofa, he gently patted his spine, and then got up ......
But before he could turn around, Ting Meng strangled his legs and pulled his hand, the two of them changed positions and Ting Meng trapped Sui Yan underneath him, his eyes wide, looking at Sui Yan, his panic could not be hidden.
"Didn't you say ...... you were going to stay with me?"
His hand trembled gently and landed on Sui Yan's collar, "Don't you go."
"I'm not leaving," Sui Yan didn't think he was going to pour water, making Ting Meng think he was leaving, he raised his hand and pulled the person down, hugging them hard, "I'm not leaving."
Ting Meng's limbs trembled slightly|shuddered, and then released their dominion over Sui Yan.