Chapter 54: "If I get too focused, you can hug me and kiss me and I can see you again."

"Once also this June's college entrance exam, I did okay, I couldn't go to a college out of town, but Sea City University was just right."

Ting Meng's family registration was moved back to Sea City, giving him an advantage over foreign candidates. He still wasn't very good at languages and English, but he excelled in science and got into the best university in Sea City.

"At that time, I was so happy, I thought I would be different from now on." He was able to earn his own living, his hard work was enough to change his fate, but the reality was unexpectedly cruel, Ting Meng did not go into much detail, but in a few words, it was enough for Sui Yan's heart to ache.

However, Ting Meng did not dare to look Sui Yan in the eye, his eyes fell on his own hands, and his eyes were in a trance.

"The teacher said I was very talented and he wanted to take me abroad with him, the tickets were booked, somehow the Meng family knew about it, and then grandma came."

His dream and future within his reach was instantly shattered like a phantom, all sorts of rumors and comments filled his ears, he once again felt the horror of rumors, no more study abroad, even school could not stay, after a month of muddle, he was sent to Meng's perfume test site before he received his diploma.

Then came the day and night experiments, until he died.

"I thought I was dead, but I didn't want to wake up again, but in my high school dorm room, my roommate said I fell out of bed and knocked my head out. After I woke up, I had nightmares and couldn't sleep well, plus I did fall on my head, so I didn't take the exam seriously, I didn't want to do well."

"Then I was taken back to the Meng family, and then I married you."

Ting Meng said he was relieved that he had finally finished and was being truly honest with Sui Yan.

Sui Yan was not silent for long, he had all kinds of speculations about Siyu Su's words in his mind, but not really including this one, but Ting Meng's words were much more convincing than all his speculations.

If Siyu Su's actions alone are not enough to change the original trajectory, but also because Ting Meng he voluntarily gave up the path of his previous life, the two sides of the action, to have their current marriage.

He slowly withdrew his hand, Ting Meng then raised his eyes and looked over, there was apprehension in his eyes, but also determination, never entangled in his determination, he was waiting for his trial, but Ting Meng the more so, the more he was heartbroken and panicked.

Sui Yan's hand brushed Ting Meng's forehead, his hair, his eyelashes, and finally his lips.

His tone was also a bit stern, "What are you thinking? How could I possibly not want you?"

But in the end he couldn't be harsh with Ting Meng, his words came to a low level, he embraced Ting Meng and tried to use force, but he was afraid of hurting him, not only Ting Meng felt helpless, but he did too.

Ting Meng reached over and slowly wrapped her arms around Sui Yan's neck.

"I know, but I just can't help but worry, it must ...... be that I love you too much."

Sui Yan smiled a little want to laugh, but can not laugh out, their encounter is too serendipitous, so serendipitous that any little miss, completely missed.

" Sui Yan , I'm sorry, I can't actually help you by saying it."

What Siyu Su knows, he does not know. He lives in his own world, and lives a mess, and even today, he is still apprehensive, afraid of repeating the same mistakes, afraid of losing.

" Ting Meng, thank you," Sui Yan gently kissed the side of Ting Meng's face and then whispered against his cheek, "Thank you for your choice."

He even wanted to be happy with Siyu Su's choice. Ting Meng was unsettled, and he was actually unsettled too. This uneasiness reaches its peak when he understands the cause and effect, and gradually settles down.

Whether it's a chance given by God or a coincidence, Ting Meng is now in his arms, a partner who will accompany him through his life, and he absolutely cannot let him go.

"Tell me carefully what happened in the university, and in the research base."

Sui Yan's thoughts are organized quickly, Ting Meng easily let go of him, he can not miss this opportunity, the clear have to be clear, is the scar, hidden rotten, it is better to cut open to re-go well.

"Grandma asked me for money, and when I didn't give it, she made a ruckus in public, saying that I was ungrateful, that I was ruthless and murderous at a young age ......" Ting Meng let Sui Yan go a little, then sat up, his tone flat The first time I saw the man, I did not seem to care much, just that at that time he, and now he is still different, at that time he was concerned.

"Someone asked aside, she told them carefully ......" He was nearly molested at the age of fourteen, Sui Yan know, Ting Meng would like not to say more, he sighed softly, looking a little chagrined. "I ...... did want to kill him, but I hadn't killed anyone before, I didn't have enough strength, and the angle of the stabbing was wrong, she wasn't actually wrong."

If Ting Meng had been allowed to return to an earlier time, the man might not have had a chance to live, and he might have been sent to jail.

Ting Meng's outlook is more or less skewed, but in fact it is already very good and rare. The Meng family is intent on raising Ting Meng to be obsolete, but Ting Meng's nature is permeable, and the rise of adversity should make some people panic, so they do whatever they can.

The Meng family did not dare to let Ting Meng leave the country, did not dare to let him out of their control, and even imprisoned him in the research base, not only because they wanted to control Ting Meng for their use, but also because they were afraid that Ting Meng would suddenly become rich and be noticed by someone from the outside world.

Otherwise, even Ting Meng as a perfume researcher, should not be hidden so tightly. Even now, he married into the Yan family, there are still people over there panicking.

Although Siyu Su has no special skills, he has good social skills, and he is well informed about all kinds of things, so Ting Meng, as the illegitimate son of Meng family, could not be unaware of it.

Besides, he and Qi Meng had a relationship, and the Meng family is not a family that he can't pay attention to without interactions.

"The days in the institute are actually fine, it's just very tiring, one formula comes out, another project starts up again, we're in the lab every day, every day is very busy ......"

That kind of pressure almost drained Ting Meng of his love for perfumery, and he is used to focus, starting a project and following it through without being pushed, but at the same time his strength and energy were being drained.

"Originally I did not want to touch them anymore, but in Rosebud Manor, I found that I was just angry, I still like it." Ting Meng said and looked at Sui Yan, the corners of his mouth unconsciously brought up some light smile, he was thinking of their days in Rosebud Manor.

"I'm telling you, I want to ask your opinion, am I better off following the plan to take my time to get into college, or should I start perfuming now?" Ting Meng said and added, "I can't mix incense if I study, I can't do two things at once ......"

Ting Meng's topic jumped so quickly that he was still distressed when Ting Meng came alive again.

Not being able to do both at the same time can be regrettable for others, but for Ting Meng it's a good thing.

The two are right, he chose what he valued, so he put down the hatred, put down the gloom in his heart, so he is now this face in front of his eyes.

Sui Yan came up without giving advice first, he kissed Ting Meng's lips first, he kissed very serious and very emotional.

Ting Meng was also a little confused about Sui Yan's thoughts, but he responded to his kiss, his eyes slowly lowered, and more heat on his cheeks, because Sui Yan's kiss was so gentle, so gentle that it made his heart flutter.

Sui Yan's eyes also lowered, while his hands tightened, circling people in his arms, as if he could kiss them like this for a|night without stopping.

I don't know how long it took for Sui Yan to let go of the person, and for a while the two of them were immersed in the afterglow of emotion, with nothing to say, but in fact there was no need to say anything, Sui Yan's feelings, this kiss was enough to express.

Ting Meng leaned against him for a long time before opening his eyes, his eyes met Sui Yan's look over and he couldn't help but smile.

" Sui Yan , what should I do, I can't leave you anymore."

Love to the depths, leaving each other is really no different from cutting off a part of the body, the pain of cutting off along with a lifetime, have the courage to die or okay, live that is really worse than death.

Ting Meng's words were unconsciously more sorrowful, but Sui Yan was satisfied with his lips, he caressed the side of Ting Meng's face, and did not hide his heart, "Don't be afraid, I am the same as you."

He also can't live without Ting Meng, so no matter what means are used, he won't let this happen.

He said and kissed Ting Meng's forehead, then adjusted his posture to make Ting Meng more comfortable, "I also said that you can do whatever you want to do, perfume you like, I also support you."

"School you do not want to go, we do not want to go. Midterm, final are going to test, see the results, we are ready to adjust, next year's entrance exam scores enough to test Sea City University on the line. As for the test room ......"

"I understand this," Ting Meng grabbed Sui Yan's hand and kissed it on his lips, and immediately turned around and said seriously, "I have thought of all the equipment needed in the lab."

Ting Meng said and tilted his tablet over again, tapping on a document that contained a fairly complete list of equipment.

But that's not enough, Sui Yan looked at Ting Meng's serious look when she thought she could help, and fetched her back to give her a kiss.

"You come up with the idea, I'll do it."

The lab is not just about the equipment, Ting Meng also needs assistants, the lab has to choose a location, various raw materials need to be imported, even the perfume brand and company has to be started, without a professional manager can not be.

Of course, Sui Yan doesn't have the time to follow the story from start to finish, but she can find a reliable helper for Ting Meng.

Ting Meng's eyes narrowed with laughter at his words, and he suddenly rolled Sui Yan's feet, and then pounced on him, knocking him down on the bed, and then kissed him on the face, "Sui Yan, you are too good."

Ting Meng's "good" is not only Sui Yan's help in getting the lab together, but also his willingness to trust him and tolerate his bad past and past life. He looks at Sui Yan as if his whole body glows, and he can't get enough of kissing people.

Sui Yan felt the warm and soft|soft feeling on his face, his heart for Ting Meng and the slight astringency of a time suddenly thick and light, he gently embraced the person, slowly closed his eyes, he and Ting Meng together, seems to worry not up, but as long as there is sweet, is his greatest happiness.

Ting Meng saw Sui Yan close her eyes, his lips pressed against Sui Yan's again, and then he would lean into Sui Yan's chest, the smile on his face turned faint, but in fact, he was even happier.

" Sui Yan, I am very happy," Ting Meng said the corners of his mouth curved again, he felt relieved and happy to be completely honest with Sui Yan, he climbed up again and came to Sui Yan's ear to emphasize, "Even if Siyu Su doesn't tell me, I will tell you later."

Just not so early, he will pick a better and more suitable time.

"You don't have to feel sorry for me. I don't want you to be sad."

"Well," Sui Yan answered softly, he could not care too much about those things as Ting Meng, but he would never let go of the Meng family who had gotten into their hands.

Ting Meng saw Sui Yan responded, so he also believed, he climbed down from Sui Yan, "I'll go write out the recipe I once researched on my own and sell it to you first."

It's good to say it, he can make money for Sui Yan.

However, before his feet hit the ground, he was fished back by Sui Yan, his waist was tightly encircled, and Sui Yan's low, strong voice came to his ears, "Write tomorrow, there's no hurry now."

Ting Meng turned back suspiciously, thinking for a moment he leaned back into Sui Yan's arms, "I'll tell you whatever you want to ask, and now I'm really telling you everything."

Ting Meng said and rubbed Sui Yan's cheek, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows completely stretched, the kind of pleasure is very distinct.

Sui Yan reached out and pinched Ting Meng's nose, looking at his furrowed brow and uncertain look, he finally smiled and let go of his nose as he bit his lip, "Don't ask anything, but you have to feed me first before you can go do anything else."

Ting Meng reached out and touched Sui Yan's stomach, "Are you hungry again?"

Sui Yan continues to hold the person inward before whispering again, "Feel down a little more."

Ting Meng's hand slowly slid halfway down and stopped, then his cheeks flushed, "Then again?"

He can't let Sui Yan lose out, their perfume is not the best, but it should always be the most special.

Sui Yan gripped Ting Meng's index finger and did not respond, grinding his teeth gently, he could imagine his future days of being left out in the cold.

Ting Meng was soon unable to think about anything more, he suffered Sui Yan's enthusiasm and offered his enthusiasm, although those things in the laboratory were quite worrying him, but still not as important as his Sui Yan.

After having sex once in bed, in the bathroom, Ting Meng suddenly figured it out and then hooked Sui Yan's neck, "Let's do it again."

Sui Yan wanted to refuse, but could not say, Ting Meng hooked him to kiss, he also acquiesced.

......

Ting Meng went back to bed not long after, closed his eyes and fell asleep, writing the recipe and forgetting about it.

Sui Yan did not go outside the bedroom, he took the phone and pulled the curtains on the side of the sofa and went outside the small balcony attached to the bedroom.

" Ya Ming , it's me." Sui Yan said sitting on the wicker chair on the balcony and continued, "This semester is what are your plans?"

"The most he usually dared to do was to contact Han Zhen, and he didn't dare to bother Sui Yan.

"The schooling is almost done, it's more or practice. I'm ...... looking for a project these days."

This so-called "project" Sui Yan knew was one of the tests Zhenbo Yan had set for him and Shuya Yan. Before he turned twenty, he had to give Zhenbo Yan a result, a result they created independently from the family.

"Did you find it?" Sui Yan asked again.

"Although he doesn't think much of Shuya Yan as an opponent, his attitude is definitely serious, which is a necessary quality for the successor of the Yan family.

"Well, in that case, you come to Sea City, I have a project on my side, you see if you can do it."

The meaning of Sui Yan's words is obvious, he asked Mingya Yan to come to Sea City, not for Ya Ming to pick, but he picked Mingya Yan.

"This ......" Mingya Yan naturally is not doubting Sui Yan's words, only Zhenbo Yan's request to break away from the Yan family naturally includes the help of Sea City's main family as well as other side branches.

"It's your little aunt's, and it has nothing to do with Yan."

Mingya Yan, who is far away from F, raised his eyebrows slightly. He noticed that Sui Yan's tone was obviously softer when she said the words "Little Aunt", and it was obvious who she was doing it for.

Infected by this emotion, Mingya Yan didn't hesitate anymore, "Okay, I'll arrange it here and come soon."

"There is no hurry, you arrange first, call me when the ticket is fixed, I will have someone pick you up." Sui Yan said his voice became calm and unruffled again.

Mingya Yan answered, Sui Yan hung up the phone, and then he made another call.

"Give me a thorough investigation of Meng family Yifei Li."

Sui Yan played on the small balcony for nearly half an hour before returning indoors. He also stopped going to the study, took off his bathrobe, lay down under the covers, hugged Ting Meng to him, and slept with him.

The next day around 5:30, Sui Yan woke up, the person in his arms was still asleep, he reached out and touched Ting Meng's forehead, no fever, and carefully examined his sleeping face, there is no discomfort.

Thinking more carefully, Sui Yan smiled gently, then he hugged the person also continue to sleep.

Ting Meng's biological clock was disrupted a while ago, and last night it was tired, so I couldn't wake up.

But this is good, exercise is important, but rest is more important.

The two slept until almost seven o'clock before they came down from upstairs. Wang Ma and Xiao Bo were surprised for a while, but finally they understood, but it was Ting Meng who looked at the time on his phone for a long time before accepting the fact that he had slept in.

"Eat breakfast first, then run in the evening."

Sui Yan said pulling people to the dining table, rhubarb and fur balls are coming to their feet.

"They've all been fed," Wang's mother said to Meng Ting as she brought up the breakfast.

But rhubarb and fur balls are very pro Ting Meng, is not to please food, but also love to come over and putty.

Ting Meng sat down, one on each leg, but also enough for them to rub.

After breakfast, both Sui Yan and Ting Meng went to the study. Ting Meng quickly wrote out several perfume recipes, and he looked at them, seemingly still thinking.

"What's wrong? Is there any dose that you can't remember?" Sui Yan really doesn't know anything about these, but just looking at the dense variety of scientific names and doses on there, I know it's not simple, in fact, any industry to the extreme, talent and hard work can not be missing.

Ting Meng shook his head, "No, I remember, I just think ...... there is still room for improvement."

But right now there is no laboratory, many ideas are stuck in the head, and he is not sure how the effect of the improvement will be.

Sui Yan smiled at the words, Ting Meng looked at these prescriptions, and his eyes are not the same as when he treats the test papers, the former is his sincere love, the latter is he once he tried to change his fate, forcing himself to take it seriously, is always different.

Sui Yan didn't stay in the study for long before he went to the office. Ting Meng didn't go there, but still occupied Sui Yan's study, writing and calculating, and then looking up information, but Big Yellow and Hairball were put inside by Sui Yan to keep him company.

He had water and snacks at hand, and whenever he was hungry, he could get them at hand to eat.

On Sunday night, Ting Meng finally put together the perfume tie-in he had worked on.

During the finishing process, he had a few more ideas, but just like Sui Yan told him, there was no need to rush, the lab was not ready yet, for now he just had to write down the ideas and come back to test them later.

Ting Meng used the wooden box that Wang's mother found for her, put the recipes in place, and put them on the bedside table in their room.

When Sui Yan came out of the bathroom, Ting Meng immediately turned around and waved at him.

When Sui Yan approached, Ting Meng threw herself into his arms and pointed to the wooden box, "I've got it all done."

Sui Yan immediately kissed Ting Meng on the cheek, "Our family Iris is really great."

Sui Yan's tone was like praising a child, Ting Meng hesitated for a moment, and then he was kissed again.

"It's really great," Sui Yan took Ting Meng to sit on the bed, but he gradually looked serious, "but there is something that I also have to tell you."

"What?" Ting Meng asked. Ting Meng asked, looking serious, he didn't seem to feel that Sui Yan was unhappy these two days.

"You like to get these, I naturally support you, but you can not be completely invisible to me because of this."

Every day he went to the office with great reluctance, Ting Meng at most gave him a wave of goodbye from the study window, before going to school that reluctance completely disappeared. The previous school is completely gone. Moreover, he has a feeling that if this continues, he will have to eat the jealousy of Ting Meng's perfume in his hand in addition to the jealousy of his two pets occasionally.

"No, I can see you," Ting Meng said and opened his eyes wide, he took a good look at Sui Yan and saw that he looked quite serious, he reflected on the two days, then he hugged Sui Yan more tightly, "You misunderstood. "

"I know what's most important to me, and it's you, it's you."

Ting Meng emphasized, "I would want to touch it again, and it was because of you, Sui Yan, that I could see you."

Sui Yan actually just mean to be jealous, to find some sense of existence, but do not want Ting Meng serious, but also can not deny Ting Meng serious confession, he is very fond of words, and heartache and like.

"If I get too preoccupied, you can hug me and kiss me and I can see you again."

Ting Meng also knew that when he concentrated, he would completely forget about the surrounding situation, and he thought about it and advised Sui Yan in this way.

"If it was you, I sure wouldn't be mad."

Qin Meng continued to whisper in Sui Yan's ear, soft and serious words that warmed Sui Yan's heart.

"Yeah, I know," Sui Yan hugged Ting Meng back, he leaned on the pillow, Ting Meng leaned on his chest, and they continued to talk.

"Tomorrow Feng Wang will go to the school to give you a leave of absence and ask the teachers of each subject for their advice."

"Good," Ting Meng nodded, he didn't know what the others were like, but for him, some knowledge remembered is forever, and some that can't be remembered, how many times, still can't be memorized.

But those teachers' opinions should also be listened to, after all, he and Sui Yan mean to continue the university entrance examination, once the lack of, perhaps it is possible to try to complete, but does not need to be overly forced, their plans can change at any time, as long as he is sure what he wants.

He had never been so spoiled and loved, but he got everything when he came to Sui Yan.

Ting Meng thought about it and couldn't think of anything particularly nice to say, he said with slight hesitation, "I'll give you all the money I earn in the future."

Sui Yan vaguely felt that Ting Meng's words came out a bit abruptly, just as he had once said to him, "You have to eat well".

"Well," Sui Yan responded, and then asked again, "What's the word?"

Ting Meng smiled and her cheeks reddened, and was still a little surprised, "It's love words, can't you hear it?"

Sui Yan could no longer suppress his smile when he heard the words, he hugged Ting Meng , his chest shook slightly, and his laugh was crisp with a low taste, "Heh ...... haha."

He gave Ting Meng a kiss on the forehead and could not resist rubbing his hair more, after that, he could not stop smiling at the corners of his mouth.

"Aren't love words deliberately meant to make people happy?" Ting Meng was laughed at by Sui Yan, so he could not be serious, he also laughed and muttered his doubts, he thought he was not wrong ah.

"You're right," Sui Yan responded, not defying his mind in the slightest as he pinned Ting Meng|underneath him in one reverse motion, "as long as it's from Iris, whether it's the truth or words of love, I love to hear it."

Ting Meng's ears reddened slightly as he nodded, then he poked Sui Yan's cheek again, "Actually, counting, we should be the same age, no, I'm probably older than you, I have a January birthday."

It is impossible that Sui Yan is also January and also New Year's Day, right?

Upon hearing that, Sui Yan raised an eyebrow and said, "Ting Ting, are you not satisfied with me calling you that?"

Ting Meng smiled and shook his head, he poked Sui Yan other cheek again, "That is, that is ...... my name is Suisui call can not be exported ......"

Sui Yan also felt inexplicable in his ears, he lowered his head and kissed Ting Meng's lips, "Then call it by its name. I like to hear it." Especially when Ting Meng is in love, those soft calls are very pleasant to the ear, he really likes it.

Ting Meng nodded gently, forgetting to pursue who he and Sui Yan really counted as older.

He left people out in the cold for two days, and this night is naturally a good way to make up for it.

The two months that have passed since their marriage, his and Sui Yan's interest in exploring each other's bodies has not waned at all, but rather has a tendency to become more and more intense, with Sui Yan gripping Ting Meng's body's sensitive|sense points and gently grinding his teeth.

He did not want to bite the person pain, but the teeth scratching through the irritation is always more intense a few points, Ting Meng and never disguise themselves, Sui Yan really heard him want to hear the sound.